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It's Saturday morning, and I'm mostly definitely up at 7:50AM because I have class at 9AM. BLAH! It sucks. :[
Yesterday I went through my Myspace blogs. All the way back to the very first one I ever wrote on there. I cried a little. There were some about Matt, some about Tommie, some about the second Matt..and a lot about Jeremy. It made me remember how very much I do love and appreciate having him. Jesus, he's an incredible guy. Monday when me, his mom, sister, and cousin went shopping--I fell in love with the perfect wedding dress. [No, we aren't engaged] I just.. wow, it was beautiful. It's definitely what I want.
Since I got a new laptop I lost all my songs, now I'm struggling to compose a library again. Feel free to offer music ideas.
I'm feeling better lately. Less thought given to death, more to life and how much you have to appreciate it. Sometimes I still think about him, it pulls me down because I still can't believe he's really dead. I guess a lot of that plays in because I hadn't seen him in so long. So I just kinda think...he's somewhere around I just haven't seen him lately. It's a frustrating conflict in my mind. One part knows the other part denies.
I really don't want to leave for school right now. I mean, it's not really hard. I've been trying to keep up with it and what not. Trying to keep ahead, but this whole Saturday class thing is a killer. Well, I better get going before I'm late because I wanted to play around on LJ.
I've been watching your world from a far
I've been trying to be where you are
...
To me, you're strange and you're beautiful
[Leave comments that have artist/songs in them :D]
- Mood:
awake - Music:Strange and Beautiful Aqua Lung
