And I lose all control
When you kiss my nose
The feelin' shows
Cause you make me smile
Baby just take your time
Holdin' me tight
I've got a massive headache and I need to go get my glasses at Walmart but I'm being extremely lazy/almostdespressed to go do it.
Why do bad things come at you hard--but then the good times just slip between your fingers before you have time to soak in them?
Tonight me and Jeremy are supposed to go with Holly to go eat out. I haven't seen her in so long, I miss her.. a lot. However, I'm actually afraid Daddy won't come home and that I'll have to sit with Meagan until Momma gets back :/
Today I realized how I have the coolest/best/most incredible friends ever. Heidi texted me in the middle of class to tell me, "My teacher said moist haha." Now, I HATE that word with a passion [it's so disgusting sounding]. Anyway, this made me laugh so hard. I love it. I love my friends, I really really do.
[I just figured out that I can change the songs on my laptop by pressing the buttons at the top of it :DD that excites me way too much.]
To update on what happened yesterday--well nothing more really. He came home--they argued a lot. And now I'm not quite sure where things stand. I'm moving out if they split. I refuse to pick sides. And anyway--if it comes down to that, I think it's time for me to move on and out. I kind of want to go. To be free. I need to breathe on my own if that makes any kind of sense at all.
I need some more music. Lots more. I only have 20 songs to my nearly 600 on my old laptop :/ How lame.
- Location:bed
- Mood:
drained - Music:Bubbly--Colbie Caillat
