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I'm dating Jeremy.
I'm the one he calls every night.
Hugs, kisses, loves.
And still I'm jealous of some girl, because he said she's prettier than me.
Okay, so yeh it is more complicated than that.
But still, why should I be jealous? I mean, there's no reason.
What's wrong with me?
Ahhhh I hate being jealous. It's a stupid feeling. It's meaningless and ridiculous.
[sigh]
I gotta get over it.
School: Is fine. I spent all day Saturday working on homework. I actually cried for an hour because I couldn't figure it out. I brought it to my mom, she's like oh this is easy--and we hurrily finish everything. I was like well, gee, if I woulda came to her first--problem would have been solved.
Love: More than great. Jeremy's amazing, and he never ever ceases to stop amazing me. He definitely makes me feel like I can do absolutely anything I decide I want to do. And he pushes me to be the person he KNOWS I can be--the person I doubt I can be. He's always been there to pick me up when I'm about to fall-and he's changed me to the person I am now. If he wouldn't have talked to me 3 years ago--I don't exactly know where'd I be now. Yesterday we were talking about where we were going to go for our honeymoon inbetween kisses. And for some reason I think it was the sweetest/sexiest thing we've ever done. We were talking about going to Aussy. I want to go so bad. I want to see the Great Barrier Reef and just.. see it. I don't know to me it seems beautiful, and not somewhere most people go on their honeymoons. I like being different :]
Anyway. Enough of this marriage and honeymoon talk. It makes me long for a time that won't be here for quite a while now. Sometimes I think about how I want kids, I mean not at this second or anything, but how in a few years I'll be ready to get married and have kids. I worry that Jeremy is just not going to be ready for a long time. Not that I won't wait for him, but gosh, I don't want to wait forever years! But yeh ANYWAY..I'm so bored. I'm trying to make a CD and the damn thing isn't burning right.
Can you believe that there is a possibly for it to be in the 20's in a few weeks. That'll be our HIGHS. It never gets that cold here. I'll have to buy a bigger jacket and all that jazz. There's no way any of the clothes I have now will prepare me for 20 degree weather.
Yeh. I decided I needed another mindless thing to do online, so I have this
I don't really like it though. Facebook is confusing. I rather Myspace.
- Location:gonna be at jeremy's soon
- Mood:
jealous - Music:Le Disko Shiny Toy Guns
