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Psht. Anyway. I've had two really grumpy days. I want tomorrow to be a happy day.
Yesterday I was cranky cause Jeremy didn't get back from fishing until 6 o'clock. We went to the fair like he promised we would--but we ended up leaving before we even saw Cupid because we rode with his parents. I hate riding with other people for that reason. I was actually supposed to meet up with some of my friends..but I couldn't because we left. Uh. Bummer.
Today was even more lame because of those stupid drunks/trashy people who came in and DIDN'T LEAVE ANY TIPS. Gosh, people, why are you being so lame. I've been cranky/emotional for like.. 2 weeks now. I don't know what's my problem. I think I'm letting school get to me again. I get like this EVERY semester. It's so lame.
Sunday night I worked with the girl that Jeremy used to like, and Jeremy. I felt like a horrible person because for the longest time I couldn't even speak to her. Then my manager made me feel like an ass. He was like.. you gotta get over it or you'll ruin your relationship. But I don't know. It's not that I dislike HER as a person it's like.. I don't trust her. I wouldn't leave Jeremy alone with her for a long time even if she has a boyfriend. It sounds wrong and all that blah blah, but I guess I'm just a teeny bit jealous. It's whatever. By the end of the night we were talking about stuff and I wasn't freaking out as much anymore. I did cry on the way home though because I felt like such an ass.. and I'm worried I'm just not good enough for Jeremy. But whatever he cured those fears and now I'm trying to get over it. Hopefully I can do it.
I'm exhausted. I really am. I didn't get home until 12 last night--then I got up 7:30, 8, then 8:30. I kept setting my alarm for 30 minutes longer heh. I can't wait the summer. I'm ready for tanning oil, chlorine, and fishing (gasp, yes I actually want to go fishing!). I'm readyyyyyyy. BRING IT ON SUMMER, BRING IT ONNN :]
NOTE: The most disgusting thing in the world--to hear your parents talking about their sex life. Gag.
( Vanity, it's a sin you know. )
- Mood:
cranky - Music:Dangerous Ying Yang Twins
