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Oct. 16th, 2007

  • 10:57 AM

I'm totally putting off leaving school to go gather numbers for apartment buildings. I'm so scared I'll start calling and they'll tell me nothing will be open. Or that everything will be ridiculously expensive. Blah.

Last night I was really feeling depressed. I've been like that the last week or so. [PMS is stupid] So anyway, last night I was blubbering away. I mean sobbing, for no reason at all. And I just kept telling Jeremy I was sad. I wanted to spend the day with him today--but he was going fishing. Which I knew, but then there was the chance that he wasn't going. So I, like a moron, got my hopes up and started planning things for us to do. He calls me after he gets off of work and told me that he WAS going. So then I was all down and out. And for the rest of the time on the phone I was feeling crappy. Well anyway, we got off the phone around 10:15. I fell asleep right after that--then my phoen starts ringing at about 10:55. It was Jeremy, he was calling to make sure I was alright. Now, he NEVER does that. When we get off the phone, he goes to sleep and that's the end of that. It meant SO much to me. He kept telling me how much he loved me and he asked me if made me happy that he called to check on me. It really, really did. Now, I was half asleep so I didn't really know what to say, but when I woke up and remembered it made me feel so awesome. I think I fell in love all over again :D

So far midterm grades are as followed:
Economics - B
GIS - A
Microword - B

I'm still not sure about Access and Excel, but I should have a B in each of those classes. I say that's good enough, even though I need to pick up the grades so I at least have 3 A's.

Blah, well, I guess I can stop putting it off and get to Opelousas and start looking for apartments...

Have you had your V8 today?

  • Oct. 14th, 2007 at 5:54 PM

At this moment I'm contemplating maybe, just maybe, stabbing myself in the foot. Or arm, or something.
I've been searching for apartments all afternoon, and I tell you what, it's fruitless. A lot of the apartments in Opelousas aren't even listed online. How ridiculous! I tried the Quick Quarter, hell, I even GOOGLED it.

All I have is two numbers to call tomorrow. For the rest I'm going to have to ride around and the get the numbers from the signs. I have to be able to bring pets, well, it'd be awesome if I could. I can't leave my Peaches behind! I have to know what utilities are paid, if any. It HAS to be able to have internet access.

ARGH. This is way harder than I anticipated.

HOWEVER, I think I might have a roommate, well for a few months at least. Holly says she'll move in...but she's going to Brazil for a month in April to do volunteer work. It's great, buuuut, I'm going to need another roommate. Well, actually, I've come to accept the fact that I'll probably have to live on my own for a while, but I need to find out how much these apartments run. I've seen on apartment that runs 350/mo 2 br, 1 bth with internet and some utilities paid. If I can find something a LITTLE cheaper.. I'd be set.

I need to go study for my midterms, but I can't seem to get my mind on it. I hate how my teachers are giving finals on Microsoft Excel and Word. I mean, what the hell?! Especially the Excel test, it's ridiculous!

I've been so crabby lately. I can only guess it's because I'm stressed out, and I still don't feel all the way better. I might have had a touch of a stomach virus that's going around ooor I'm just ridiculously stressed out. I think I might vote on the second one.

Bleh, I miss Jeremy. Even though we spent the day together it wasn't enough. I was being grouchy, so I know I was no fun :[

BLAH BLAH BLAH BLAH BLAH BLAH.

I just keep telling myself, all the hard stuff makes you stronger and a better person.

Eh, that's right...right?

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